Irrisistable attractions

I was at a funeral yesterday and I saw one hella fine cousin of mine. Well it was the first time I saw him. So he came over to my aunts place to fetch us(my aunt and I) and as he stood on the door post, the sun just shined so bright behind him that I couldn't even look straight at him. I took my aunts bag and walked towards the door, my aunt talking in the background and all I could hear was iufvjhsjnkdhbehffb. So I walked closer to him, the sun brighter and brighter as I walked closer to him, eventually I arrived at the door and didn't know what to do, he held the security gate open for me to pass as I whispered "Hi" to him. He responded softly with a hello. As I was dead walking to the car, he overtaked me, all I saw was his tall thin and edible body structure covered in a fashion disastrous clothing. He turned back to look how far behind my aunt and I were and my knees immediately felt so light I believed I was walking on air. He has a light coffee coloured skin, his face so flawless not even Mac's cosmetics cant match, He's tall and skinny, not THAT skinny but just skinny, He has well proportioned eyes, and nose, pinkish lips with "spuur wit" teeth. Oh My Gosh thatboy is sexy. His lack for good taste in clothing is forgiven due to his great body features, hes just one of those people who deserve to be viewed naked, He deserved to be in the garden of Eden. He's one of those people who make you get angry at adam and eve for eating the forbidden fruit, you get me! My path and His just couldn't stop bumbing into each other, well in my case it was intentional I don't know about his. Everytime I bumped into him all I did was look into his shining eyes and say hi. Oh I love that boy!

So the reason for me writing this post is because I've realised that most of us, if not all of us are sexually/emotionally attracted to our cousins or even siblings. Some of us cant wait for the next family gathering because you just cant wait to see that one or two or three persons who just instantly make you horny when you see them, your hotzzz family members.

I've ones read a blog post a few years ago where this guy said the reason he realised he was gay was because he was attracted to his oldest cousin. Whenever there was a Family gathering, he would forcefully make means to sleep in the same room with him, which then led to them having consensual sex after a while. This happened continuously as they were growing up and today the older cousin has a wife and kids and the other one is a single gay guy who frequently has sex, still, with the now married cousin.

Some say that being sexually attracted to your cousin is immoral, but is there anything wrong with appreciating the great looking product your aunt made? Is there anything wrong in having fun and pleasure with your cousin/sibling? Okay maybe theres something wrong with sibling! I mean whats the difference between having a no strings attached fling with a stranger and your cousin? If he/she is irrisistable, why should you resist?

Im now in my room a day after the funeral and angry at myself for not introducing myself to him, my handsome cousin. I haven't slept desperately searching for him on every social network. I don't even know his name, all I have is his surname. Im so angry at my shyness to the point where im starving myself right now. If I had developed the guts to just ask for his name, contacts and even get to know him better, I could've been the happiest gay guy today. I just couldn't stop dreaming about him, day and night, dreaming I tell you. I've even made a pact with myself that next time I see him I MUST take action, MUST!

I'm a promoter of happiness. I believe theres nothing better than being happy in life, and if having a one night stand, a regular fling, a no strings attached or whatever that tickles your happiness, with someone that you desire, go ahead, as long as you'll be responsible in taking that action, and make sure there aren't any consequences.

In conclusion: if one can masturbate over a celebrity crush, why cant one masturbate over a relative crush?????